day 27: a person you wished lived closer and why

i wish i lived closer to my family in vancouver because i only get to see them maybe a couple times a year and i want to spend as much time with my grandma as possible

day 28: something you makes you really angry

something what makes me really angry is homophobes. honestly that is it. how can you tell someone that loving isn’t right? how can you tear to people apart who love each other? how can you not want someone to be happy? and for those who think it is a choice, i have this to say. if it is a choice then choose to be gay right now….what? you can? you can’t choose? but i thought it was a choice. see my point? if you don’t like gay marriage don’t get gay married then. it’s as simple as that. if you don’t like it then just stay out of it.

day 29: a date you’d love for someone to take you on

i think laser tag would be a really cute date :3

day 30: 5 favorite girls names, 5 favorite boys names

girls names: Ariana, Beatrice, Paige, Vita and Kylie

boys names: Xavier, Jordan, Stefan, Caleb and Cooper

day 31: a bit about your social life outside of tumblr

well i go to school, and I’m very social, I’m in a choir and play soccer and flag football. i like my school and help out a lot in it. my 2 best friends don’t go to my school but i see them as often as i can :)

day 32: whether you’d rather marry someone who’s rich but ugly, or poor but attractive

i honestly don’t know :/

day 33: someone who really hurt you

a lot of people have hurt me but it was probably my ex best friend that did the most damage. i don’t get specific but we got into a really big fight about this time last year and in a matter of like a week he’d replaced me and for a time i didn’t really have any friends because he turned them against me, and they’re always hang out and go out and stuff & i’d just stay home. what was worse was that my really good friends were invited out so i obviously knew about it. we’re still not really friends but were civil i guess you could say.

day 34: your horoscope for today and whether you think it’s accurate

The best way to get a lot done today is by asking for help. So swallow your pride!

day 35: words you live by, why do you like them

oh no i have so many aha but probably “i don’t need anybody in my life that doesn’t wanna be there” i like them because in the past I’ve forgave people and done anything to just keep them in my life and i just got hurt and taken advantage of….so now, if you wanna walk away from me and if we’re only friends for ur advantage you can leave, because i don’t need you.

day 36: what you think about your friends

i think my friends are awesome…honestly they are always there when i need them and they know how to make me laugh. we are probably the weirdest craziest people you have ever met and we’re so close. as one of my friends says “i have bad choice in friends” & i will admit i do sometimes, I’ve been hurt a lot by people i thought were my friends, but the ones that i’ve had for 5+ are amazing. we hardly ever fight and i know they’ll always have my back

day 37: who are you

i’m an athlete, I’m a singer, a friend, a daughter, a bitch, a student, outgoing, happy, good at hiding my feelings, always have a smile on my face, will hurt you if you mess with my friends, a loving best friend, a liar, someone whose just trying to get though this thing we call life.

day 38: thoughts on your generation

my generation is pretty messed up theres no denying it, but i’m not going to blame everyone else because i am ultimately part of this generation too. we need to realize that times have changed, and they’re going to keep changing whether we like it or not. everyone says they miss the old days, my parents the 1990’s generation (which i will admit i do miss) everything nowadays is all material, you are judged on what you own and how much money you have, not on ur decisions. for example, my cousin, at the age of 11 had the new blackberry curve, the newest generation of iPod touch, the newest generation of Macbook, a flat screen tv for her room and she just got a puppy. i can literally say that she has everything she wants. and i am jealous yes, but i also feel sorry for her because she’ll never have the childhood i had. whats the point of going outside when you have all this technology? also, i think we all tried to grow up to fast, and the trends these days? I’m sorry but girls dress trashy not “classy”

day 39: why do you think you’ve learned more from the good or the bad

i think i’ve learned more from the bad than the good, because with the bad you make mistake….and you learn from those mistakes and learn to avoid them

day 40: what are features you get complimented on a lot

my body i guess, idk people say I’m “fit” but i have a different definition of fit then they do. & my teeth, & especially my smile :)

day 41: write a letter to yourself stating all the things you love about yourself

Dear Linds,

no matter how messed up your life is,or how sad you are, you always have a smile on your face. you never show that somethings bothering you and you always try to make other people smile. you are extremely hardworking (when you want to be) and you will work for whatever you want until you get it. you are passionate about what you do whether its singing or sports, you’re pretty well rounded considering you’re not a terrible student either. i love how you always try to make other people happy and put their happiness before yours.

day 42: your best friend just died, what is your reaction

my best friend died………..i think i might just start crying right now. this is even worse for me because i have 3 best friends…2 of which I’ve known since kindergarten. if they all died, even if one of them died i don’t know what i would do. i would cry, obviously but i think i would feel empty and lost and feel incomplete.

day 43: is it possible to lie without saying a word

yes it is, you’re actions can lies, the look in your eyes can be lies.

day 44: when is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just do what you know is right

when you feel very strongly about something i think. if anything think about how it could affect your life. and that is always something that will always be precious

day 45: when was the last time you tried something new

probably new years, ahaha i won’t tell you what i tried but it was new

day 46: what makes you smile

• seeing other people happy
• my friends
• quotes
• when someone says something cheesy
• singing
• music
• sports
• football
• my team
• my grades (sometimes)
• a good book
• shopping
• seeing people in love

day 47: is the truth always good to hear, why or why not

yes & no. i think you should always tell the truth unless it’s going to unnecessarily hurt the person, for example, if the truth is irrelevant but you know it would hurt them if they knew i think it’s better not to tell the truth

day 48: your life story in three words

one hellofa ride

day 49: are you a lover or a fighter

i can be both at times :) when i love someone i think i do it with everything i had but i will also fight for what i believe in no matter what

day 50: why you are doing this challenge

because i want to be able to look back and see my thoughts and my decisions of this year

day 51: describe your future wedding

i honestly don’t know what i want my wedding to be i just want all my family to be there

day 52: what is the most inspirational thing you’ve ever heard 

probably the speech from coach carter

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_Cvz_Bfue4

day 53: your day, in great detail

yikes, well during the week, i usually get up around 715-730 and go to the bathroom then make my bed every morning. then i get dressed, do my hair & makeup then around 8am i go downstairs for breakfast and i make my smoothie & pack my bag and make my lunch. a little before 8:30 i leave the house locking the door and putting on the alarm and walk to the bus stop, i get on the bus and go to school. then i usually come home right after school telling myself that I’m going to get my homework done right away but it never happens, so i finally finish my homework, eat dinner, argue with my mother, watch some tv or go on tumblr & then at 10pm i go up to bed and go to sleep.

day 54: your definition of love

my definition of love is; you love someone when their happiness is put above yours and you love spending time with them, even if you guys don’t do anything special you just love being with them. & they make you smile daily just by saying the simplest things. you love making them happy and surprising them.

day 55: a passage from a book that has touched you

book: the den of shadows quartet by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes

there are 4 books in it, the passage is in “in the forests of the night”

“The world is evil Risika. Wolves hunt the stragglers in a group of deer. Vultures devour the fallen. Hyenas destroy the week. Humans kill that which they fear. Survive and be strong, or die, cornered by your prey, trembling because the night is dark”

day 56: something you did as a child that other people remember you for

always crying and never stopped except when my aunt started singing the “itsy bitsy spider” to me

day 57: what is your definition of happiness

being grateful for all that you’ve got and moving on and living your life despite the obstacles in your life and making the best of it :)

day 58: places you want to visit, and why

i want to travel around the world, i want to go to egypt and india and dive there & thailand and morocco & africa just to see the way people live.

day 59: one person you can tell everything to

i have 3 people, andj, pavle or britt

day 60: a youtube video you absolutely love and describe why

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qMFpZRDYha4&feature=BFa&list=LLvzoNb4a2SVFjfQy_eq6SSQ&lf=mh_lolz

i love this video but it is actually so true, and it’s helped me during the hardest of times

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUkhLTI9YbQ&list=FLvzoNb4a2SVFjfQy_eq6SSQ&feature=mh_lolz

i also love this video, because anyone who knows me knows my passion & love for harry potter.

day 61: one of your most prized possessions

the pearl necklace from my aunt gave me for my 12th birthday, its special because we picked the oyster and opened it ourselves in hawaii

day 62: describe your best friend completely

oh jeez, i have 2…..well

loulie: she is the wackiest, funniest girl ever. she doesn’t like being “mainstream”, she’s one of the most creative girls I’ve ever met, she’s absolutely gorgeous and really humble. she’s an athlete, an artist and a brainiac.

erin: she’s a bitch when u first meet her, but you can always count on her to have ur back and she’s really nice when you get to know her. we’re honestly telepathic and know each other so well. she doesn’t like second guessing herself and can be very decisive 

day 63: your views upon gay marriage

umm you mean my views on normal marriage?

day 64: your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before, what do you do

i would absolutely without a doubt go to her side immediately, and make sure she was okay & as soon as i saw her apologize for arguing and tell her how i felt about the situation

day 65: one random fact about yourself

i’ve had the chickenpox twice

day 66: if you could switch lives with someone for a day, who would it be

my best friend loulie, even though we are best friends our personality and lives are VERY different & i want to know what its like to be her

day 67: how you found out about tumblr, and why you made one

 i don’t remember how i found out about tumblr but i love expressing myself so i thought tumblr would be a good idea

day 68: the best concert you have been to

all the concerts I’ve been too have been amazing

• shania twain
• beyonce
• justin bieber
• hedley
• katy perry

day 69: powerful song lyrics you love

Hakuna Matata, is means no worries, for the rest of your days*

day 70: a celebrity you don’t necessarily enjoy, and why

Jennifer Lawrence, she plays katniss in The Hunger Games, & i don’t enjoy her because i don’t think she fits what i imagined katniss to be

day 71: differences between you and your best friend

differences between me and my best friends would be, we look nothing alike it’s weird aha & we’re all interested in different things, i like reading & football, loulie likes soccer and art & erin likes basketball & school :P

day 72: list of everything you ate today

chocolate chip waffles

day 73: a movie you cried in

jesus, I’m such sap i always cry during movies. like dear john, the notebook, things like that

day 74: how would you describe your style of clothing

COMFORTABLE

day 75: what is one of the best dreams you have ever had

i don’t remember

day 76: how do you feel about going green

everyone should do it, we use and waste so much unnecessary energy and water & we could make such a big difference just being more careful about it.

day 77: what gives you every day inspiration

knowing that i have football soon

day 78: would you rather people be honest with you, even if it’s something not good, or lie to you to make you feel good

i would ALWAYS rather people be honest with me, even if i do get mad i will respect you for telling me the truth, because i know how hard it is but i never ever want people to lie to me to make me feel good, because then i feel like I’m not worth the truth & that they pity be because they think i am weak and that i can’t handle to truth and the last thing i am i weak.

day 79: why do you feel as though people judge others

i feel people judge others because we’re all different and some people can’t accept that.

day 80: one of your favorite childhood memories

when my best friend asked me to be best friends…..:

it was the first day of kindergarten & we were standing outside & i remember this little blonde girl with a bob haircut coming up to me and asking me if i wanted to play with her, 5 minutes later she asked if i wanted to be best friends & i said yes :) it was the best decision i’ve ever made.

day 81: what is your biggest fear

probably of waking up in the middle of the night to find someone standing over me with a knife

day 82: would you break the law to save a loved one

that depends really….

day 83: if you had to teach something, what would you teach

i would teach anything :)

day 84: do you think crying is a sign of weakness or strength

that depends on the reason you are crying her.

day 85: if you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be

love is love. it shouldn’t matter what your gender is.

day 86: what is the difference between living and existing

my teddy bear exists….but he does not live

day 87: what are your views upon sex before marriage

it’s your choice…just make sure it’s what you want, i’d hate for you to spend the rest of your life regretting it

day 88: does money equal happiness

money doesn’t equal happiness but i’d rather cry in a mansion & go shopping everyday

day 89: are you self aware

im confused, self aware of what

day 90: write a letter to one of your close friends

dear praveeni,

thank you for always being there for me. you are definitely one of my best friends and i know you will always be. we’ve known each other for almost 6 years and you’ve never once given me a reason not to trust you, which is saying something. you and rabina are some of the greatest people i have ever met. you guys are so funny and i always have such a good time when i’m with you. thank you for everything you’ve helped me with. i love you.

day 91: name a book you read in school that wasn’t entirely awful

THE HUNGER GAMES

day 92: what have you learned just from attending your school

be nice to everyone, but only trust a handful. everyones just looking out for themselves.

day 93: what about the opposite sex can you not understand

how they can pretend to care about you and then just drop ya but then again i guess girls do that too

day 94: do you keep your thoughts to yourself

sometimes…..or i tell them to only my very close friends

day 95: describe the weather occurring right now

chilaaaaay

day 96: what do you love the most about your grandparents

i can joke around with them

day 97: something you’ve always wondered

what people like about me

day 98: what would be the hardest and most fearful thing you would ever have to face in your lifetime

something about my family that i’d rather not share

day 99: do you think it’s better to have a few close best friends or to have a lot of acquaintances

close best friends for sure, because those acquaintances aren’t going to be there at your lows only your highs

day 100: what is the best thing about being your age

schools still easy

day 101: would you like to travel abroad to learn about new things throughout the world

yes i would, & i have :)

day 102: life lessons you’ve learned throughout life

don’t try to fit in, people should like you for who you are.

day 103: do you believe in love at first sight

no i don’t, i think loves grows & creeps up on you

day 104: three words you cant go a day without using

like; hey; fuck

day 105: describe your favorite place in the world

does the football field count as a place?

day 106: someone you judged by the first impression

i don’t know…

day 107: the friendliest person you knew for only one day

I don’t have an answer for this question

day 108: is it easier to forgive or forget

it’s easier to forgive……..you can forgive a person who what they’ve done to you but there are always going to be times when you remember what they did to you & make you question your forgiveness

day 109: if you were a super hero, what kind of powers would you have

either to fly or become invisible

day 110: something that makes you happy

reading makes me happy :) and knowing there are people who love me

day 111: do you wish upon 11:11 even if it may not come true

i use to….but then i realized that what i wish for was never going to happen and it just became a waste of time

day 112: what is the most important part in a relationship, do you think

honesty & communication

day 113: do you believe that if you want something enough you’ll get it

No. not at all. just because you want something doesn’t mean you’ll get it. but maybe if you work for it then you have a better chance of getting it

day 114: do you like when people are protective over you

ya i do, it makes me feel safe and shows that they care

day 115: is it possible to be single and happy

absolutely. if you can’t be happy single you’re not going to be happy in a relationship

day 116: one guy who means a lot to you

my friend Hunter…even though we don’t talk as much as we use to he’s ALWAYS there when you need him and when we talk its like nothing ever happened

day 117: if you were to get a tattoo, what would it look like

1: an infinity sign on the inside of my right ring finger

2: the quote “a ship should not ride on a single anchor nor life on a single hope” on my ribs

day 118: what people in your life inspire you the most

my dad. he’s done whatever it takes you support us and has a very open mind and he listens.

day 119: something you hope you never have to do

say goodbye to my best friends forever

day 120: what is your zodiac sign and what do you think it means

i am an aries.

Aries is the first of the zodiac signs. Aries is the sign of the self, people born under this sign strongly project their personalities onto others and can be very self-oriented. Aries tend to venture out into the world and leave impressions on others that they are exciting, vibrant and talkative. Aries tend to live adventurous lives and like to be the center of attention, but rightly so since they are natural, confident leaders. Aries are enthusiastic about their goals and enjoy the thrill of the hunt, “wanting is always better then getting” is a good way to sum it up. Aries are very impulsive and usually do not think before they act - or speak. Too often Aries will say whatever pops into their head and usually end up regretting it later! 

day 121: what do you think about stereotypes

Stereotypes are stupid, but there is always some about of truth to them i think aha but it’s all cultural stuff

day 122: which activities make you lose track of time

singing, reading, sports

day 123: do you believe teenagers can fall in love

i thin teenagers fall in love with the idea of love. even me, I’m not even sure if i know what love is or if i will ever find it

day 124: have you ever had feelings for someone who was seeing someone else

yes. i think everyone has

day 125: have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy

i like to please people, who i do it a lot i find

day 126: have you ever been betrayed by someone you trusted

yes.

day 127: do you believe in second chances

i do, i believe that not everyone gets it right the first time

day 128: what is your life’s purpose

i couldn’t tell you to be honest

day 129: favorite month of the year and why

august, because it’s hot and theres no school and i feel so free

day 130: if you were deserted on an island, what would you bring

my best friends. because i know that even if we were stuck on that island i would never be bored.

day 131: what do you worry about

i worry that i will mess up, i worry that i will let people down

day 132: do you believe ex’s can be friends

ya, i’m friends with a lot of my exs

day 133: if you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to change a regret, what would you do

a million dollars, not because i want the money but because i don’t want to change a regret because all my regrets have been lessons to me and i know i won’t make that mistake again

day 134: do you have a reason to smile right now

ya, i’m at an amazing school, things are good with my parents, i’ve realized who my true friends are and i have an amazing boyfriend

day 135: is change a good thing

ya i think it is, even if it’s not for the better it helps us grow i think

day 136: if you were 12 and looked at yourself in the future, would you be happy

i think so, i have changed a lot since i was 12 and all for the better

day 137: one of your wildest dreams

backpack around the world

day 138: one of the nicest things anyone has said to you

You are loved. And don’t ever forget it.

day 139: something you can’t wait for

SUMMER!

day 140: how do you feel about people disrespecting their parents

it depends because my parents and i don’t have that good of a relationship

day 141: someone who fascinates you

i don’t know :/

day 142: how have you changed in the past 2 years

the way i see myself has changed, my behaviour towards people has changed, my outlook on life has changed, my relationship with my parents has changed

day 143: how important you think education is

education is the basis of all human life i think, where would we be without education and knowledge

day 144: are you planning on having children one day 

yes :) i want at least 2

day 145: is it easy to trust others

i find it really easy to trust others, and somethings i make the mistake of trusting them. i usually give people the benefit of the doubt.

day 146: is there someone that makes you happy everytime you see them

ya josh :)

day 147: what do you think about ignorant people

they will eventually realize how ridiculous they are

day 148: do you think more about the past, present, or future

past and future probably the most

day 149: would you rather love one person or have many short relationships

one person

day 150: how is your heart lately

quite good, kinda confused sometimes though

day 151: would you move to a different country to be with the one you love

i do not know..

day 152: what is one step of action you would take to change the world

legalize same sex marriage.

day 153: do you think the hardest thing is sometimes the easiest thing

no never, the hardest thing is just that, the hardest, for whatever reason

day 154: a moment you felt most satisfied in your life

right now actually :)

day 155: what is one achievement you are proud of

rookie of the year in flag football last year

day 156: what is a tv show you enjoy the most

omg i have so many! glee, pretty little liars, gossip girl, degrassi, the vampire diaries

day 157: do you like to give or receive

both sometimes

day 158: would you give up all of your presents one christmas time to help others from other countries

absolutely, the world needs a little more love

day 159: what is one thing you love about photography

The photo and the memories will never change. even if the things or the people in the photo do

day 160: do you go by live, laugh, love

i go by laugh, i love laughing my friends and i are always laughing and it just automatically makes me so happy 

day 161: why is it so much easier being a child, than an adult

There’s no responsibility when you are a child, thats why it’s so much easier. life in general is just easier

day 162: highs and lows of this month

lows: summatives! highs: football

day 163: where is one place you would love to visit

egypt